TOTAL BLISS (REPOST)

I see my eyes
in her sunrise
and my soul in her sunset
she’s my hypothesis and my final project

To

Me she is a model
not the fashion type
just a barometer of my passion;the prototype
of  everything I want and like

That

Is why
I don’t count time
you and I are forever
just want to pack up our dreams together

It’s

So easy to drown in your myst
you’ve given me a sprinkle; now I’m in total bliss
since with you is where my heart exists
as I add all checks to love’s completed list

MY LOVE LETTER

Your life sings melodies
that makes me want to cry no lie
the dark spots in your soul

Be

Like i’m not fit to be loved
as i listen to that song being sung
with the calmness of what i could love

Listening

To the emptyness & sadness
being the other pea in the pod never absent
your number one fan all in palm of your hand

With

Each word finalizing this love letter

FINAL WORDS pt3

What are you asking from me
i just want your friendship indefinitely
i love you but we

Let

Me stop you before you speak
another word namely
cause we have history

Written

All over you so please
then she says it’s TRUE
i still love you

This

Has taken a toll on me
i had to get on medication
full on depression

Im

Not equipped for these lessons
on how you made me feel with no effort
loved & wanted but now you’re expecting

With

Her & happy as i see the reflection
of us when i mention
what she has i cry

Knowing

What she now has was my life

FINAL WORDS pt2

I’ll speak on your concerns
they were being read & heard
but you chose to turn

On

What i thought was our world
where we belonged together
so to be honest whoever

Is

next to you should read you better
all what we shared in the past here
should be read like a letter

To

Him so it’s fair
just to be clear
i love you but we are no more

So

He should be given your inner most
cause sharing it with me
won’t allow you space from me to close

The

Chapter that we once called our own
i love you even though
i dont any more
come home

No

I guess these are only words
to whom it may concern

FINAL WORDS pt 1

Hello to these tumultuous words
where you ask a question
& i respond with an answer

That

You don’t believe & continue to question
so i stop short on how i deliver the answer
that you’re looking for in these words

You

Try to speak it for closure
while I speak it to get us closer
my thoughts gives you full exposure

&

She said ok it’s been years
but i want to talk about my folks
i’ve become mental about this for sure

Plus

You know me to the core
& all that isn’t any more
speaking from the heart

SELFIES

Sometimes you have to let go
so i say start by saying goodbye to your clothes
get relaxed then post

A

Pretty selfie in any pose
as i stare at the screen like a statue forever froze
with plenty of smiles to go along with what was shown

Doesn’t

Have to be risque or sexual
could be your lips glossed & colored in merlot
or your feet while you take a bath playfully painted while saying hello
while still In the bathroom after with no make up letting me know

That

You’ll show
me all of you without the glitz or glow
to me that would be special & real personal

From

Your smile to your hair all touched up
this is all you, yourself & me
since i would be

Giving

You a platform to bring out all sides of your beauty
please open the door for vanity
since my everything inside & out mirrors you as reality