EXIST

IF I DONT APPRECIATE YOU WHO WILL

WHEN I LOOK  AT YOU I WISH TIME STANDS STILL

LIKE AN EVENT YOU GIVE ANTICIPATION & A BIG THRILL

 

I

 

KNOW  YOU DONT HAVE TO SAY IT

BUT YOU FEEL IT IN THIS POEM

& I DONT EVEN NEED TO SPELL IT

BECAUSE IT’S NATURALLY INGRAINED  IN YOU TO KNOW IT

AS LONG AS YOU KNOW IT EXISTS

I AM GOING TO TOUCH YOU LIKE THIS

 

SHOWING

 

ME HOW TO LOVE IS WHAT YOU DID

TO THE EXTREME OF VISUALLY WRITTING WHAT YOU DID

YOU’VE SHOWN ME FLAVORS LIKE KOOL AID

& I AM SUGAR TO YOUR MIX

IM CONCRETE & YOUFORM ME LIKE A BRICK

 

HONORED

 

THAT YOU TAKE ME TO ANOTHER LEVEL

SINCE YOU’RE REALITY TO MY LIFE’S FABLE

IN PUBLIC YOU’RE SEEN WITH GLAMOUR

& IM GLAD TO BE YOUR PRIVATE ARMOUR

PLANTING SEEDS  FOR THE FUTURE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP LIKE A FARMER

 

MY

 

WORDS & ACTIONS HAVE GOT YOU LOST

I GIVE YOU THOUGHTS MINUS THE GLOSS

SO SPEND THE NIGHT

LET’S HAVE A GOOD TIME IF YOU CATCH MY DRIFT

BUT DONT EXPECT TO WAKE UP IN TIME FOR YOUR WORK SHIFT

LOVE

I AM THE DIRECTOR

& YOU’RE THE MOVIE WHICH INCLUDES THE PLOT

I FEEL LIKE THE NEWS CASTER

WHILE YOU’RE THE STORY EVERY DAY & NIGHT

AT NOON & TEN O’CLOCK

 

ENTERTAINMENT

 

CAN BE WEEKLY TO OTHERS

BUT YOU MAKE IT DAILY FOR ME LIKE SHOWERS

YOU BY YOURSELF WON’T COOK YOU’LL SIMMER

THE WORLD IS COLD & MY THOUGHTS PULL YOU OUT OF ITS FREEZER

 

AS

 

I WATCH YOU SHIVER

I GIVE YOU MY LOVE IN A BLANKET WITH THE INITIALS M.R.(MISTER)

TRYING TO APPEAL TO YOUR EMOTIONAL NATURE

NOT BASKIN ROBBINS, BUT WANT TO TRY ALL YOUR 31 FLAVORS

CAUSE YOU’RE 3 WOMEN IN 1

I’VE ALWAYS SAID FRIEND, CONFIDANT & LOVER IS ALL I WANT

BECAUSE THAT’S THE SCHOOL OF LOVE IM COMING FROM

 

 WHEN

 

I TOLD YOU I LOVE YOU I MADE A DECISION

THAT WITH YOU LOVE IS WHAT I ENVISION

ANY GIRL CAN PLAY THE POSITION

BUT IN YOU I’VE FOUND MY ONLY WOMAN

ILLUMINATING

YOU MAY FEEL VULNERABLE FROM THE START

BECAUSE IM KNOWN TO HAVE DEEP CONVERSATIONS FROM THE HEART

I’LL GIVE YOUR FEELINGS SECURITY FOR THE LONG HAUL

I WANT TO HAVE INSIGHT INTO THE QUESTIONS YOU ASK YOURSELF

I WANT TO INCLUDE VISIONS IN YOUR LIFE WITH A GLIMPSE OF MYSELF

 

ILLUMINATING

 

FRESH THOUGHTS IN YOUR DAILY LIFE TO BRING YOU WEALTH

NOT IN THE MONETARY

BUT IN THE SOLITARY

WHICH INCLUDES ME MELTING INTO YOUR MIND BODY & SOUL

IN THE FABRIC OF YOUR LIFE SO YOU DON’T HAVE TO LOOK ANYMORE

 

SO

 

WHAT’S LEFT TO EXPLORE

WHEN I AM WILLING TO GIVE YOU THE ROAD MAP TO LOVE

IN LIFE THERE IS ALWAYS DETOURS

BUT I’LL NEVER TELL YOU I’M LOOKING FOR CLOSURE

CAUSE I’LL BE IN LOVE WITH YOU TILL MY LIFE IS OVER

US

WHY GO THERE IF THE TIMINGS NOT RIGHT

WHY DOES THE DAY FEEL LONGER THAN THE NIGHT

IF IM IN LOVE YOU’LL KNOW

I CAN ALSO HOLD A GRUDGE & WONT LET IT GO

 

I

 

AM THE TYPE TO UNDRESS YOUR THOUGHTS

& LOYAL IN EVERY ASPECT

HAVING YOU APPRECIATE OUR TIME ON HOW IT HAPPENED

KNOWING THAT WHAT I WANT TO GIVE YOU IS TIMELESS

DONT NEED MASTER CARD TO BUY YOU ANYTHING THAT’S PRICELESS

YOU NEXT TO ME EQUALS LOVE  & THE BEST PART IS KNOWING YOU REALIZE THIS

EVEN IN ANGER A HUG IS ALL THAT’S NEEDED TO REMIND US

THAT OUR BOND IS THE EPITOME OF WHAT’S RIGHTEOUS

KEY

SHE SAYS SHE LIKES ROSES,BUT HARDLY GETS FLOWERS

SO I GAVE HER FLOWERS WITH STAR GAZERS

WHAT I DO FOR HER IS FOREIGN SINCE I GIVE HER WHAT SHE DESIRES

WHEN IT COMES TO HER I STAY SHARP LIKE RAZORS

 I PINPOINT HER FEELINGS LIKE LASERS

 

I

 

JUST WANT TO GIVE YOU THE KEY TO MY INTERNAL CITY

IRAN TO YOUR LOVE, BUT NO PASSPORT NEEDED

FOR OTHERS THIS IS POETRY

BUT FOR YOU WHAT I WRITE IS REALITY

FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY I BOUGHT

YOU YOUR FIRST TRIP TO A SPA

I’M NOT RICH BUT I’LL GIVE YOU MOST OF WHAT YOU WANT

YOU ROUND ME OUT LIKE A BALL

WITH YOU I FEEL I HAVE IT ALL

LIKE I SAID BEFORE IT’S THE SEASON SO I HOPE YOU FALL

 

YOU

 

HELP ME COLLECT MY THOUGHTS

NO PHONE NEEDED TO ACCEPT LOVE’S CALL

I WRITE WHAT CAN’T BE PURCHASED FROM A HALLMARK CARD

NOT BUZZ LIGHT YEAR, BUT I’LL LOVE YOU FROM INFINITY & BEYOND

..*%^&….

YOU

 

HATE THIS TIME OF THE YEAR

I CAN NEVER RELATE BUT IM EMPATHETIC & ALWAYS HERE

BEING IN ALL PARTS OF YOUR ATMOSPHERE

I DONT KNOW WHATS NEEDED BUT I UNDERSTAND & CARE

WHEN I TELL YOU MY THOUGHTS YOU SAY YOU’RE NOT WORTHY

BUT IN YOUR VOICE WHEN I CALL IT’S LIKE GRAVY ON YOUR TURKEY

NEVER MAKE YOU SHORT YOURSELF IS MY APPROACH

ANYONE BUT ME IS A PLAYER,BUT I BELIEVE IN TEAM CALL ME THE COACH

 

EVERY

 

SEPTEMBER I BECOME EXCITED

SPENDING LESS TIME THINKING OF THE LIST IN MY LIFE I REGRETED

I USED TO LIVE MY LIFE UNPROTECTED

DON’T BELIEVE THAT CAUSE I JUST SAID IT

IM PRIVATE WITH YOU & ME SO NEVER FORGET IT

THEN YOU SAID IT

& I HEARD IT

 

THEN

 

THE DELIVERY A CHANGE UP

EASTER WINE AND TRUE THOUGHTS

THE LIQUOR DONT LIE & I WAS LOST IN THAT MOMENT

CAUSE I PUT MY HEART IN IT

WRITTEN IN THIS POEM ARE THINGS I AVOIDED

SO I TAKE THE BACK SEAT

 

STILL

 

IN LOVE KNOWING THAT FEELING FOR YOU SHOULDNT BELONG

IN MY VOCABULARY NO FAULT OF YOURS I WAS JUST WRONG

YOU WERE INVITED

& I PLAYED ANY POSITION YOU WANTED

EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU WAS NEW TO ME INCLUDING SUMBLIMINALS TO WRITE ABOUT IT

TRUE LIFE POET

PHONE, CHAT ALL LINES OPEN

SO ALL MY WORDS SPOKEN

NO STAGE

I SPEAK IT THROUGH THIS PAGE

PICTURE OF YOU

IM FADED
& FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW ,IM WASTED
BUT THE TRUTH MUST COME WHEN I SAY THIS

WHEN

I ASK FOR A PICTURE OF YOU
IT MEANS IM THINKING OF YOU
OR IN LOVE & CANT GET ENOUGH OF SEEING YOU
IF NOT

NO

PICTURE IS NEEDED YOU’RE JUST A LATE NIGHT CALL
& EVERYTHING WE DO WOULD BE LEFT IN A MYST OF FOG
WITH NO DIALOGUE
BUT IF YOU’RE THE ONE
I’LL MAKE YOU FAMOUS & KNOWN IN POETIC BLOGS

REMEMBER

WITH YOU I AM FRONT & CENTER
LIKE A MOVIE IN A THEATRE
THEY MAKE YOU SLEEP ON IT,BUT WITH ME YOU’RE STILL AWAKE
VOLUMETRIC TITRATION IS MIXED INTO YOUR BRAIN
OTHERS PLAY HARD BALL,BUT I JUST ADD LOVE INTO YOUR NAME

YOU’RE MY QUEEN BESTOWED IN PUBLIC GLAMOUR
& I JUST WANT TO BE YOUR KNIGHT IN PRIVATE ARMOR