BOOMERANG

ONCE I LOOK INTO HER EYES

LIKE A SEASIDE VACATION I’LL PAINT HER IN MY MIND

WITH PASSION IN EVERY WORD

MARKED IN MY HEART WHERE ONLY SHE CAN BE HEARD

& IF YOU DRAW A BLANK

I’LL SIT BACK

& WATCH YOU IMAGINE LOVE & LIFE CAUSE I AM THAT

 

SOULMATE

 

SO WHEN IT COMES TO YOU WITH LOVE I’LL NEVER LACK 

HONESTLY IM NEW TO THIS TEACH ME ; SO I CAN TRAIN

TO BE ON TOP OF LOVES GAME

YOU ARE HOLLYWOOD & IM LOOKING FOR THAT FAME

 

I’M

 

HERE TO SAY THAT I’LL PICK UP YOUR FEELINGS LIKE A CRANE

OR RE-WRITE MY THOUGHTS SO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I WANT TO GAIN

POSSIBILITY BEGINS WITH YOU, SO WHO’S TO BLAME

 

YOU

 

THINK OF ME EVEN WHEN YOU DON’T TRY TO

& I THINK OF YOU BECAUSE I ALWAYS WANT YOU

SO I PROMISE YOU NOTHING, BUT THE TRUTH

CO-EXISITING AS THE YING TO MY YANG

FENG SHUI & IM NOT EVEN USING SLANG

WITH THESE 4 LETTERS IN THIS POEM THAT I’VE POETICALLY SANG

 

LOVE

 

THROWN TO YOU & BACK TO ME LIKE A BOOMERANG

THE INVITATION HAS BEEN GIVEN

I’LL SHOW YOU A POLYGON IN THE SHAPE OF A HEPTAGON IN THE FORM OF SEVEN

THAT’S ALL I’M SAYING

COMPLETE

I NEVER WANT YOU TO FEEL HOLLOW LIKE A SHELL

SO IM GOING TO FILL YOU UP LIKE WATER IN A WELL

I AM LIKE A PENNY MAKE A WISH & ONLY TIME WILL TELL

NOT SAYING I CAN MAKE MIRACLES BUT I WANT TO BE THAT SPELL

 

SO

 

LET OUT YOUR FEELINGS TILL IT SPILLS

THEN I’LL CLEAN IT UP & SHOW YOU WHAT’S REAL

OUT OF NOWHERE LIKE GOOSE BUMPS TO YOUR CHILLS

THAT’S JUST THE WAY I FEEL

I’LL BE THE ACTION TO YOUR THRILLS

THE PATIENCE NEEDED WHEN YOU WANT TIME TO STAND STILL

 

IF

 

YOU’RE ASKING FOR WHERE LOVE RESIDES

JUST LOOK INTO MY EYES

& ONLY THERE YOU’LL SEE LOVES REPLY

THAT NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE I COMPLETE YOU

 

SOULMATES

 

SO NO ONE IS ABOVE OR BENEATH YOU

OTHERS TRY; SO YOU TRY

ONLY TO REALIZE WITH YOUR EYES WIDE

THAT EVEN WITH COMPROMISE

YOU DERIVE IN YOUR MENTAL WOMB

ALL THAT YOU’VE DONE & YOUR RELATIONSHIP STILL FEELS DOOMED

SO YOU MASK THE THOUGHT DOWN WITH TAPE OR GLUE

REALIZING WHO TRULY COMPLETES YOU

 

SHOULD’VE

 

IS THE 1ST WORD WHEN I THINK OF YOU

I’LL STRIP IT DOWN FROM THE H TO THE D

& WHAT’S LEFT IS ME WHO LOVES YOU

THAT’S HOW I WANT YOU TO THINK OF ME

& IF YOU STILL DONT  GET IT RE-READ IT THOROUGHLY

 

SOLD

WE’RE NOT TOGETHER BUT CAN WE PRETEND

A LIFE OF A MASOCHIST NEVER ENDS

CAN I SHOW YOU HOW I FEEL FOR YOU

ONLY IF YOU ACCEPT SINCE IT TAKES 2 TO MOVE

LIKE THE NUMBER 1 YOU’RE PRINCIPLE IN LOVES SCHOOL

 

IN

 

THE PAST YOU’VE SEEN WHAT’S WRONG

SO I’LL BE LIQUID FIRE TO EVAPORATE THOSE THOUGHTS

THE REBUILDING PROGRESS OF WHAT IS RIGHT & NOT WRONG

I’LL GIVE SOMETHING BIGGER THAN US TO PASS AROUND

 

MY

 

WORDS ARE EYE TO EYE CONTACT WITH NO SOUND

PHYSICAL IN NATURE FOR 2 YET SINGULAR LIKE A NOUN

LETS BUILD THIS TOGETHER & CALL IT OUR TOWN

WHERE I’M THE KING & YOU’RE THE QUEEN THAT’S BEEN CROWNED

 

LET’S

 

CHIP IN & PUT IT IN THE POT

IF MY LIFE IS A MOVIE YOU’LL BE INCLUDED IN THE PLOT

THE HAPPINESS THAT LET’S NEGATIVITY ROT

IF THIS WAS A GAME YOU’RE THE WINNING SHOT

LIKE THE NEWS YOU’RE HERE TO BE TOLD

WITH A PICTURE & A KISS MY HEART TO YOU HAS BEEN SOLD

YOUR NUMBER 1 FAN IN THE UNITED STATES  & ALL AROUND THE GLOBE

MASOCHIST PT.2

SHE SAYS I WANT TO WEAR YOUR GIRLFRIENDS CLOTHES

BECAUSE THEY WOULD FIT BETTER ON ME JUST TO LET YOU KNOW

DID I TELL YOU THE ACTION STARTS AFTER 2

WHILE SHE IS AT HOME SLEEP & I LAY HERE NEXT TO YOU

 

UNDER

 

THE COLD COVERS

WHICH NOW HAVE BECOME WARMER

WATCHING YOU SLEEP, BUT IM THE ONLY DREAMER

I LISTEN TO YOUR HEART BEAT DROWNING IN ITS SOUND LIKE A NON SWIMMER

IT’S COLD OUTSIDE BUT MY HEARTS EVEN COLDER

THAN THIS RECORDED WINTER

YOU LEAVING

 

SO

 

 I WEAVE THE REASON LIKE YARN SPINNING

LOOKING AT MY PHONE TO SEE IF IT’S RINGING

OR IF YOU’RE TEXTING

LAYING HERE CRYING

WITHOUT YOU TILL YOU SHOW UP THEN I START SMILING

 

THIS

 

IS MORE THAN A STORY

YOU ARE TRIUMPH TO MY GLORY

I’LL CALL HER TO SAY SORRY

 

BUT

 

THEN YOU CALLED ME

SAYING IM TIRED OF YOUR MAYBE OR PROBABLEE

WITH MORE TIME I’LL BE YOUR LADY

HOW ABOUT I FORCE YOU TO GO HALF ON A BABY

 

&

 

I SAY LAY BACK & RECLINE

ALL I NEED IS A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME

ALL THIS BEFORE THE LAST KISS GOODBYE

I’LL MAKE SURE YOU’LL BE THE LAST ONE IN LINE

& THE ONLY ONE THAT STAYS ON MY MIND

WHICH YOU ACCEPT BECAUSE BEING A MASOCHIST  IS WHERE YOU RESIDE

insecurities

IF YOU’VE SEEN ME THE WAY I WAS BORN
THEN YOU’VE SEEN THE NAKED TRUTH
LOVE IS IN THE AIR SO YOU’RE THE PERFECT STORM

NO NEED TO LISTEN TO THE NEWS

WHAT ABOUT ME HASN’T GIVEN YOU A CLUE

 

I’VE

 

SEEN REALITY IN YOUR FACE LONGER

I’VE BEEN IN YOUR CLUB & PAID NO COVER

CAUSE YOU’RE MORE THAN A LOVER

WAY DIFFERENT THAN THE OTHERS

 

THIS

 

MAYBE A GREAT THOUGHT OR SOUND FUNNY

BUT YOU ARE GOOD MEMORIES & HEAT WHEN MY DAYS ARE SUNNY

I’LL NEVER THINK ABOUT CLOUDS UNLESS YOU TELL ME

SOME DAY THAT YOU DON’T LOVE ME

 

THAT

 

IS INSECURITIES AT ITS FINEST HOUR

MIND PROCESS ALL OVER THE SPECTRUM

CD PLAYING A SONG CALLED HOW DID YOU GET HIM

HE HEARS YOUR VOICE EVEN WHEN ALL YOU DO IS TEXT HIM

 

SO

 

ALL I DID WAS STOPPED THINKING

TELLING MYSELF I WAS SORELY MISTAKEN

USING LOVE & DISPLEASURE IN ONE SENTENCE

THINKING I SHOULD OF NEVER PLACED YOU AS ONE OF A KIND

WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STRONGER AND COLLECTED MY MIND

BUT IT’S TOO LATE YOU’VE ALREADY GOTTEN MINE

TEST

EMOTIONALLY YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME

IN LOVE SO NOTHING YOU DO IS BEYOND ME

I’LL WRITE & WON’T SAY ANOTHER WORD

SO YOU CAN SEE BY ACTION & RECOGNIZE WHAT YOU’VE HEARD

 

YOUR

 

EMOTIONAL BARRACADE I WANT TO DISMANTLE

BECAUSE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU SHOULD BE PLACED ON A MANTEL

SO THIS IS ESSENTIAL

LOVE IS A 2 PERSON DANCE & YOU MAKE IT INFLUENTIAL

 

TO

 

SHOW YOU I CARE I PUT IN WORK

I DREAM UP YOUR REALITIES FROM HAPPINESS TO WHAT HURTS

TILL I VANISH

I SPEAK IT IN ENGLISH & SPANISH

 

HERE

 

IS A TEST

I WANT TO SEE YOU DIFFERENT THAN THE REST

NO MAKE UP & YOUR HAIR A MESS

THAT’S WHEN I THINK YOU LOOK YOUR BEST

BRAND NEW & FRESH

WITH NO EXPIRATION DATES OR STRESS

ONLY THEN YOU’LL PASS MY TEST

 

WITH

 

THAT SAID I’D FEEL BLESSED

KNOWING THAT I COULD PROCEED

WITH OUR NEEDS BEING MET

MASOCHIST

WHY DO I LIVE IN YOUR LITTLE LIES

EVEN WITH KNOWING THE TRUTH I STILL OBLIGE

WHEN HUNGRY YOU’RE HAMBURGERS TO MY FRIES

I SHOULD BE FULL ALLOWING MYSELF TO LIVE THIS DOUBLE LIFE

FEELING

ACTING LIKE A MARTYR & NOT CALLING IT EMOTIONAL SUICIDE

YOU SAY YOU’LL CHANGE & I ALREADY KNOW THE TRUTH INSIDE

SO ON THE OUTSIDE I CRY

HOPING THAT ONE DAY YOU REALIZE

THAT TO ME YOU’RE LIFE

SO

I ASK MYSELF WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO

SHOULD I SIT BACK & WATCH YOU GO

EVEN THOUGH I AM LIVING DOWN THIS ROAD

DREAMING OF US GROWING OLD

ASKING

MY SELF SHOULD I STAY IN YOUR ZONE

WHERE SOMETIMES YOU COME

OR OTHER TIMES IM ALONE

TO

THE OUTSIDE WORLD IM IN DISGUISE

IN A BUBBLE HALFWAY PRESSURIZED

WITH A SITUATION I DESPICE

AM I A MOSOCHIST WAITING FOR A LOVE THATS PARTIALLY RECOGNIZED

OR

JUST A GREAT PRETENDER

WANTING TO LIVE & OWN LOVES HOUSE, BUT IN REALITY JUST THE RENTER

SHOULD I STAY OUTSIDE OR SEEK YOU FOR SHELTER

I’LL TAKE THE PHOTO, BUT YOU’LL ALWAYS BE IN MY PICTURE

FRONT & CENTER AS THE FEATURE

WANTING TO WALK THROUGH LIFE TOGETHER LIKE A PAIR OF SNEAKERS

STOP

DONT LISTEN;  BETTER YET PRESS PLAY ON THE PLAYER 

THOSE ARE JUST SOUNDS COMING OUT MY MASOCHISTIC SPEAKERS