FANTASY UNTOUCHED

it’s better not understanding love

cause it becomes a fantasy untouched

as for me its unrehearsed with no prior feeling to touch

choreographed in the mind of the believers hungry belly for lunch

 

The

 

Hesitation of the thought speaks louder than any word

or any language that the average person will ever learn

deafening to the point that it can’t be heard

so i relate to what works

 

When

 

It comes to life, like mathematics i am calculating

when it comes to you i am nude in how i am bearing

these feeling full frontal views as you’re staring

at what i am trying to convey from my heart through my pen

 

Cause

 

It’s easy to show where you’ve been

but harder to show the state; your emotional home is in

where confidence doesn’t have a scent

as i subscribe to your innocence

 

&

 

reality really isnt my friend

cause emotionally i am under her influence

as if was sippin on tonic & gin

on the beach i’m the sun that you’ve kissed

nice & tan you’ve been missed

I love you is why i tell you this

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TIME FLIES

When everything in life seems to be grey
I give you other option with colors to paint
with the night comes the stars & moon
Then with day comes the deserted flowers of the morning bloom

I

Strive to make sense of it all
Written internally before the feelings desolve
But I am always left with the same
A one way street with you in its lane
The take over of my heart, soul & brain
sweet like sugar cane
With these emotions always bearing your name

 

As

 

Time flies

By seconds, minutes & hours; I’ll do my best to show you the untried

Cause that’s how my love is for you.. One of a kind

 

Like

 

A bottle of vintage wine

Where calls can be made for me with no waiting online

Since you’re the only one during the search that I’ll find

With these thoughts of you always being sublime

OUTSIDE

I want you to experience life

then read it with me in it like your horoscope sign

if i ask for your love, would you show me the direction

as i reveal to you my full body aspirations

 

She’s

 

Beautiful & down to earth normal

yet her persona makes me an accessory to a love so criminal

like my identity has been stolen from her to me into one individual

even after i put my pen down,these feelings of her are borderline subliminal

 

No

 

Words or thought

can equal up to our bond

since you’re a work of art

& i sculpt my feelings for you from the heart

 

I

 

Write words in letters to view you as every font

that’s visible like a tattoo on your arm

cause to me you’re a gift

passion & love that can never be spent

long term like a mortgage; not short term like rent

 

Since

 

You’re a resident of my desires

the home of what i admire

can i take a sip of what’s on your mind

so i can taste the flavor of what should always be mine

 

I’ll

 

 

Savor it, just not to leave any lingering thought behind

& if your inside is dark,due to the past

look for the light in me outside; to flicker & last

 

While

 

I wonder what love is to bliss

i continue to write to this

thought; which in me for you is timeless

where you see flaws, i view your perfection as flawless

& that’s what i’ll always call it

FLAWLESS PT2

When i write she sees the vision

She is hunting for love & I am open season

If she’s confined I show her spaced acres

a portrait of my soul on a canvas the bigger picture

 

Its

 

Easy to feel my wants

With you it starts and stops

In silence or out loud you’re all the sounds I’ve got

Written on this paper

If thirsty she’s all flavors

 

I’ll

 

Take a sip to that

While I swim over your perceived flaws in laps

To me you’re a standing ovation on tap

Late night seduction without trying is what I like

I hear your thoughts unwind

 

&

 

Me I just want to be a part of your life

Unforeseen in the dark I handle it all in a simple process

Truth be told If you feel your life is on hold, I show you progress

The storm is here & after I am the calmness

 

So

 

Speak to this

Swallow what I feel & digest

It all like the start of your day I am breakfast

I don’t want it unless your in it cause you’re flawless

& no matter your age or time to me you are timeless

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ASSIMILATE

I feel that you’re familiar in the sense of emotional traffic

Yet it seems you’re a place I’ve never seen or stepped in with logic

Very unfamiliar yet nostalgic,

wow that sounded so romantic

 

What

 

I write in my mind is so cinematic

But what I feel is so…. poetic

Like freestyle as if I tripped & just happened to land on it

 

I

 

Really don’t have much to say

Even though my heart & soul states

Only your character judges

So I see her as my soul mate

Undeniable thoughts at any rate

 

Priceless

 

How many sugars or cream in your coffee do you take

Underneath the smile & the fascade I just want to relate

To all actions of love I meditate

That’s just what I feel for you with the need to assimilate

 

ASSIMILATE

I feel that you’re familiar in the sense of emotional traffic

Yet it seems you’re a place I’ve never seen or stepped in with logic

Very unfamiliar yet nostalgic, wow that sounded so romantic

What I write in my mind is so cinematic

But what I feel is so…. poetic

Like freestyle as if I tripped & just happened to land on it

 

I

 

Really don’t have much to say

Even though my heart & soul states

Only your character judges

So I see her as my soul mate

Undeniable thoughts at any rate

 

Priceless

 

How many sugars or cream in your coffee do you take

Underneath the smile & the fascade I just want to relate

To all actions of love I meditate

That’s just what I feel for you with the need to assimilate

 

NO SURPRISE

She seeps through me like light dawn

through the cracks of my blinds on

any given day even when it rains

 

So

 

I try to make things work; that you didnt even know had names

casually stroll it by your emotional truth wiping off your inner stains

of the past or present as i speak of you being in my forever

leaving the lies of others

in an unopened letter

 

As

 

I’m the paper & you literraly the pen

writting my emotions that before i wouldnt allow to bend

even if i put up a facsade, you know how to choose them

proper buttons to bring me back  to reality

you make me feel that loving you equals immortality

 

Cause

 

I’m that happy

to subliminally or realistically with you aim towards the sky

again all of me is where all of you resides

never a good bye

only wishing for the best & that’s no lie

KNOWING THAT THESE WORDS CROSS THROUGH YOUR EYES

TE AMO NENA, & THAT SHOULD COME AS NO SURPRISE