She began to be hurt as a teenager
gravitating towards the same guys that will hurt her          
The escape was art & career 


Reflection told her it won’t be enough
so she sought selfishness to see if she could overcome
knowing that she’s not ready to open up
to love


Focusing on herself can become
extremely tough    
then she has a thought   
what if I choose him to be a friend with benefits    
no stress; yet


Know it wont be right
to take him up these stairs of flight
when all i’d be willing to give is couple hours at night
now here comes the fright

I completely let him go
how would that make me feel knowing he’s always there when im low
no matter the case he will never judge


Need that like a wireless phone needs to be plugged     
the connection is wireless but electricity makes it truly run
life should be easier & fun


As for me
i try to understand how she
wants this done
i do for you emotionally
so you wont come undone   
as you excell in areas where you seem to have control


With artistic pursuits
longing to help others, yet forget about you
& i’m here as your number 1 fan
to show validity to your quest like a real man



please feel free to leave comments, follow or reblog thank you for your support! : )

This is a partial re-blog from one of my earlier poems called emotions pt2…

Lino Robles


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